Break Free

The mind is such a powerful piece of us, we use it daily. Some days we can’t sleep because it is constantly moving. The mind is so powerful it can be a jail cell to our dreams, it locks us up keeping us away from things that can make big changes in our lives and others. I am a victim.

A victim to a disabling mind that had been bound for years. Afraid to step out and be me because of the fear of what people would say and how they would treat me.

This world has the game so twisted it’s causing people to take their lives every day. It’s okay to be different! It’s okay to walk the earth knowing I am a Christian and no I can’t do the things I use to do. Is it because you are a Christian? No, it’s because when I walk into a room I feel out-of-place.

I can no longer pretend to be the person you think I am. I have to be the person God knows I am. Ever since I was a little girl I had a heart for people who were sick, every time an ambulance passes I immediately begin to pray. It’s in me I can’t escape it. I have to step out and start living my life without fear and focused on my passion.

There are so many young girls who are just like I was trying to fit in a pressured society that we were made to stand out in. Ladies the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. Sometimes we have to fall and hit our heads a few times in order to learn for ourselves. There are so many times I don’ even have enough fingers to count. I could have died driving home drunk better yet I could have killed someone else. Your life is never a game to be played with, it’s precious and it deserves more from you.

Live freely, be you every day not just when your alone. “Let your light shine” Matthew 5:16. Don’t take years like me to get it together, start early do great things.

Have a blessed Sunday!



Author: AlwaysShawna

I am a Christian Young Lady, who happens to deal with Rheumatoid Arthritis and Fibromyalgia. I want to make one thing clear I no longer take my meds but, my body is not healed from this illness but in remission with the Grace of God. My mind is healed and I don't have the same thinking toward my illness. I believe I, can be in remission for how long as I want if I take care of my body. I want to help spread Gods goodness and to also help ease chronic illness pain by fueling your body with healthy foods and good exercise. Everyone has their own pace with chronic illness, but I am here for you to support you with the help of God.

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